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Introduction
My blood bleeds red
For all those thoughts you left unsaid
Well how could you let your guard down
And let me impose
We’re dying the further this thing goes
Well can we go back to where we were before
You dropped your heart on my floor
Cause it was easiest to hide it all away
And never say what we were thinking
No you’d never catch me blinking that night
‘Cause I was all of yours
So say goodbye to days like these
I’ll give it one more try and hope it all seems better in your eyes
Well maybe not this time
Credits
Icon: LJ/sixthmile
Layout: tuesdaynight
Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery
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Written on: Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Time: 12:02 AM
Maybe i have no rights in saying anything, i know i have my flaws and my attitudes and my neglections. But, since you don't think it's worth telling me your feelings or trying to make things better, and instead just talking among yourselves, i seriously don't see the point in it anymore. Superficial and hypocrisy? Im starting to get a bigger picture of everything. Don't get me wrong, i figured everything out way before, i just chose not to kick up a big fuss. I asked you if it was me, you denied. I gave you a chance to outrightly tell me my faults, you chose to throw that aside. Clearly, you didnt bother, and I don't see why i should. Im way pass that stage of pointing fingers, and up to this point im not going to start getting defensive with every issue that had been brought up, obviously away from my ears and some totally absurd. Im just expressing my disappointment, and because its you people, it makes it much worst to handle. Things will be different, no doubt i will forget, but i cannot deny they existed. All i can say is, we have different values and definitions, and that I finally know where i stand.
The upsetting issues aside, I had my first driving lesson today. Iffing scary, freaked me out. Tiring, but satisfying. And did i mention that I agree with mary, the guy's totally like a sugar daddy. I hope i don't screw up when im on the road next lesson.
where are you?
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Written on: Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Time: 12:02 AM
Maybe i have no rights in saying anything, i know i have my flaws and my attitudes and my neglections. But, since you don't think it's worth telling me your feelings or trying to make things better, and instead just talking among yourselves, i seriously don't see the point in it anymore. Superficial and hypocrisy? Im starting to get a bigger picture of everything. Don't get me wrong, i figured everything out way before, i just chose not to kick up a big fuss. I asked you if it was me, you denied. I gave you a chance to outrightly tell me my faults, you chose to throw that aside. Clearly, you didnt bother, and I don't see why i should. Im way pass that stage of pointing fingers, and up to this point im not going to start getting defensive with every issue that had been brought up, obviously away from my ears and some totally absurd. Im just expressing my disappointment, and because its you people, it makes it much worst to handle. Things will be different, no doubt i will forget, but i cannot deny they existed. All i can say is, we have different values and definitions, and that I finally know where i stand.
The upsetting issues aside, I had my first driving lesson today. Iffing scary, freaked me out. Tiring, but satisfying. And did i mention that I agree with mary, the guy's totally like a sugar daddy. I hope i don't screw up when im on the road next lesson.
where are you?
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