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My blood bleeds red For all those thoughts you left unsaid Well how could you let your guard down And let me impose We’re dying the further this thing goes Well can we go back to where we were before You dropped your heart on my floor Cause it was easiest to hide it all away And never say what we were thinking No you’d never catch me blinking that night ‘Cause I was all of yours So say goodbye to days like these I’ll give it one more try and hope it all seems better in your eyes Well maybe not this time

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Icon: LJ/sixthmile
Layout: tuesdaynight
Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery
Written on: Monday, September 29, 2008
Time: 1:19 AM

If only i were a guy;

I wouldn't have so many considerations liking someone.
There wouldn't be hesitations.
I could just be myself, do whatever my heart says, as and when i want it,
all in my way, my character, my attitude.
All that without having to constantly remind myself,
that the people around her, her family her friends and maybe herself,
most probably wouldn't be able to accept the fact that i'm a girl,
and that i'd bring her a whole lot of problems.

Maybe it's just me, that i'm considering too much, placing too much emphasis on the consequences. There's too much at stake, and i'm not prepared to allow the one that i like to lose all that. And maybe that's why i've not allowed myself to fall for anyone, or want to be with her.

Worries aside, it would be good to have someone.