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My blood bleeds red For all those thoughts you left unsaid Well how could you let your guard down And let me impose We’re dying the further this thing goes Well can we go back to where we were before You dropped your heart on my floor Cause it was easiest to hide it all away And never say what we were thinking No you’d never catch me blinking that night ‘Cause I was all of yours So say goodbye to days like these I’ll give it one more try and hope it all seems better in your eyes Well maybe not this time

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Icon: LJ/sixthmile
Layout: tuesdaynight
Inspiration: DayBefore!Misery

Kristen Stewart
Written on: Thursday, February 19, 2009
Time: 12:32 AM


Did i ever mention just how amazingly hot she is?
I've been questioning, why moods can actually create that very huge ho-ha in life. Just like that, in a snap of the fingers, everything can feel so irrelevant, so insignificant. All that is sought for, all that was once the core of motivation, dissappearing in an instant. Scary isn't it? And not just once, but over and over again. Why does it have to work that way?

Happy Girlfriend & Girlfriend
Written on: Sunday, February 8, 2009
Time: 11:46 PM



Kudos to Lindsay and Sam. Being gay totally brings a whole hell of problems, but they're like the ultimate bling bling. Attending an opening bash for hairstylist Andy LeCompte's West Hollywood salon officially, awesome.

I should be flipping through my notes, and yet here i am reading gossip news. RAH. Happy First Paper in a couple of hours time.

Sometimes... And other times... I shouldn't.

I'll take a quiet life. A handshake, some carbon monoxide.
Written on: Tuesday, February 3, 2009
Time: 8:44 PM

Current Symptoms: Running nose, incomprehensible cracked voice, bad migraine, and i forsee fever. It must be the new year goodies, a little late huh. The tiny bugs loves me.

Unchecked Stuffs: Hydraulics Test tomorrow, five projects dued this friday, two papers this coming monday and tuesday consequetively, four more major papers the week after next.

And Now: Still wasting time blogging and watching gossip girls. I just never learn do i. Tsk.


The giving in should stop.

Beautiful Mistakes
Written on: Monday, February 2, 2009
Time: 1:49 AM

I don't like to be one of the subsequent options.
Beautiful Mistakes.

I DESTEST YEAR TWO. When will the pile of work load ever stop pilling. Chinese new year was good as usual, yet if the entire huge family's present, it'd be much better. Happy birthday Nigel. Oh and Making April's good. Hit the sack people.

Written on: Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Time: 5:14 PM

GOOD LIFE.

Written on: Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Time: 10:41 PM

Democrats, Yes! It's good to be living in the midst of the phenomenal Goodbye Bush Era.

Finally the Oval office will be opening their doors to the start of a new History, President Obama. Three cheers people. Brown as Obama embodies, not black nor white, what more could America and the rest of the world ask. Continue to keep track, cause winning or losing, there're bound to be many more social issues brought up.

Politics aside, i had a bad start today, oversleeping, missing lessons, and a screwed phone (which miraculously came back to life after i smashed it into my table). What a nice way to start a lovely day. I need to destress and get right back on track.

Few people are capable of expressing with equanimity opinions which differ from the prejudices
of their social environment. Most people are even incapable of forming such opinions.
—Albert Einstein

Time: 12:18 AM

Fucked up school day, a three hour practical and readings were so off we have to redo. Screw it. Sorry people for the small mistakes that made up the big ones. And all the other projects due soon. Rah. That aside, there're a whole load of movies and dramas i want to catch, i need more time! Conclusion, make choices; Reaper, Dirt, Gossip Girls and rewatching of L word. Yes, thats settled!

I WANT A BMW M3 CONCEPT TO CALL MY OWN!
i want i want i want, and this is just the top of the list.

Written on: Monday, November 3, 2008
Time: 1:26 AM

I shall sleep now with this song blasting my ears out of my head. So very true.

Check yes Juliet. Are you with me? Rain is falling down on the sidewalk. I won't go until you come outside. Check yes Juliet. Kill the limbo. I'll keep tossing rocks at your window. There's no turning back for us tonight.

Lace up your shoes (Hey oh, hey oh) Here's how we do.

Run baby, run. Don't ever look back. They'll tear us apart. If you give them the chance. Don't sell your heart. Don't say we're not meant to be. Run baby, run. Forever we'll be. You and me.

Check yes Juliet. I'll be waiting. Wishing, wanting. Your's for the taking. Just sneak out, And don't tell a soul goodbye. Check yes Juliet. Here's the countdown 3, 2, 1, now fall in my arms now. They can change the locks, Don't let them change your mind.

Lace up your shoes (hey oh, hey oh) Here's how we do.

We're flying through the night. We're flying through the night. Way up high, The view from here is getting better. With you by my side.

We the king, Check Yes Juliet.

Written on: Sunday, November 2, 2008
Time: 2:31 PM

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY CYNTHIA LIM CHIA CHIA
A tremendously chaotic-ly laughing night, filled with mind wrecking poker games and not forgetting the booze. Chia's chalet ended off with a blast, seriously i think we laughed so noisely, we woke up the entire resort. How crazy is that. Thinking back to the time when we just met, and till now, unexplainably cool.

that growing maturity,
that social circle expanding,
that attraction,
that making a commitment,
its goes on and on, and the process, continuous learning.

Adelina Chan, May it be a Great opening and many more Greats to come.


Written on: Saturday, November 1, 2008
Time: 2:00 AM

This is not going well. I'm staring at my lappie not knowing what to write. An extremely busy week though if anyone were to ask me what am i busy with, i'd really not know the answer, reason being i was just busying around with everything and everyone that it felt busy yet not so much so. RIGHT, my words makes no sense. Rah. Anyways High School Musical Senior Year was pretty good, in short, sweet and simple. I need to catch up on movies!


I'm kicking down the walls. I gotta make them fall. Just break through them all I'm punching, crashing, I'm gonna fight to find myself. Me, and no one else. Which way, I can't tell I'm searching, searching, can't find.
Scream, Zac Efron.

Written on: Thursday, October 30, 2008
Time: 1:36 AM

Taiwan in five, shots up at Facebook. Finished reading Deception point and heading to bed, catch up soon.
PEACE

Written on: Saturday, October 11, 2008
Time: 10:00 PM

A cup of hot chocolate with donuts, sitting together with my family, watching Dominion, Prequel to the Exorcist. A warming feeling. Family, its the factor that held me close all these years, killing the emptiness within me. I long for stuffs, yet worries holds me back, and its only warmth that will keep me intact.

Please stay strong the both of you.

Written on: Saturday, October 4, 2008
Time: 12:10 AM

:(
I thought i didn't care and it won't bother me, but apparently it proves likewise. When the phone doesn't ring and yet you go looking at it, that's when you know you're not feeling right.
You're not me, how would you know how i feel.

Written on: Monday, September 29, 2008
Time: 1:19 AM

If only i were a guy;

I wouldn't have so many considerations liking someone.
There wouldn't be hesitations.
I could just be myself, do whatever my heart says, as and when i want it,
all in my way, my character, my attitude.
All that without having to constantly remind myself,
that the people around her, her family her friends and maybe herself,
most probably wouldn't be able to accept the fact that i'm a girl,
and that i'd bring her a whole lot of problems.

Maybe it's just me, that i'm considering too much, placing too much emphasis on the consequences. There's too much at stake, and i'm not prepared to allow the one that i like to lose all that. And maybe that's why i've not allowed myself to fall for anyone, or want to be with her.

Worries aside, it would be good to have someone.

Written on: Saturday, September 27, 2008
Time: 12:30 AM

I'm feeling blue, and to curb it:

1. Driving totally took my mind off everything, vertical parking was great.
2. Music and coincidentally Dear God happens to be on air.
3. Exercise, basically ball and gymming.
4. Reading absolutely helps.
5. Dress up and feel great
6. Retail Therapy doesn't work.
7. Movies with ice cream (maybe now).
8. Spring Cleaning, i just did my wardrobe.
9. Should i get a haircut?
10. Had my fair share of tv shows.
and ?

Connect, that simple yet so hard to grasp. Drives me insane.

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